OVER FOR GOOD

Is it ever easy to do?!

NOPE

but we all must learn and know when its time to say fukk it and just let go... No use of holdin on to sumthin that was never really urs to hold on to in the beginnin right.

I did my best by not to lettin my feelins n emotions obstruct my view from lettin me see wut was really gud for me n wut was not!

Didn't know it wuld be so hard to see wut was really for me n wut was not, i guess cuz I wanted somethin so bad dat never was for me.

I was always puttin myself out on da line showin u my feelinz, tellin u how I felt, tellin u how much I loved u n how much I really wanted to be with u

I n neva had any of dat returned to me, yea u said it back, but deep down I never really felt it; in other wordz I was alwayz makin "an ass outta myself" Guess u didn’t care b/c u saw I wuld always be dere and thought u had me right where u wanted me.

It was almost like I was da Yo-Yo and u were da hand pullin da string, throwin me and pullin back when u wanted me.

At times I felt like jus throwin in the towel n givin completely up, but I thought if I do does dat really make me a strong person? I wondered how much longer I could hold on and do da whole "benefit of the doubt" thing. I felt i knew wut I should have done n I was just puttin it off hoping it would get better, hoping u wuld realize I was in ur corner, hoping u wuld finally see dat u were who I wanted and wanted to make happy.

But I want to THANK YOU for making it easier for me to let YOU go and try tomove on.“So when u start to missin me, remember u let me go and some one else will find me and know jus how to appreciate the things you took for granted”.