Sunday, June 1, 2008

what goes around comes back around

my ex always used to say that,wat goes around comes around.
My fon ring tone is wid dat song for justing timberlake,wat goes around comes around,i liked the 1st bit of it,it sounds totally arabic,i think the whole song is beautiful.
I recommend it.
My ex was rite,wat u do to ppl comes to bite us back in the ass!
I have been a pain n areal dumb wid her,was 21,too young n my 1st relation,i took her 4 granted n thought she wud never leave,although been treated as a princess.
Yet i threw it away.
I rem how much she cares about me,dat once i got angry at nite n gave her my back,n she held me so hard,n cried!n i slept off n she holding on so tight n didnt hold her back or even look at her
How cruel is that.
But who said there is no justice,shud read dis,i lost her in the worst way.
Once she asked,i love u wid all my heart,would u be mine 4 ever
I said,u know i shud get married oneday!
Even at dat moment,i didnt see her overwhelming feeling.
N she laid her head back n said nothing.
Once she said,u know u will never be happy with sum1 else,i laughed n thought she is joking.
In a serious tone she held me hands n said,coz no one will ever loves the way i do.
Oneday,she left.
N now time goes on n i grow older,n her memories n words grow stronger.
I wish she wud know how sorry i am 4every drop of her tears.
N if time would go back,i wud have kissed those tears away.
N i wish her the happieness she didnt find wid me.
What goes around DO comes all the way back around.

8 comments:

kasber said...

أتمني لو تقرأ كلماتك
وتعود
ربما تمنحك ما افتقدتيه وعجزتي ان تجديه طوال هذا الوقت
من السنين
الأنسان يتخبط كثيرا في رحلاته
هذا قدر البشر ربما
.............................
أتمني لكي لسعاده دوما
وأبدا

Samraa said...

dear kasber,
U know we still in contact yet,we stayed less than friends n she doesnt know i have a blog.
Truth is i didnt write it to wish 4 her to come back,i did it out of feeling of guilt n regret.
Of wat ive offered her pain instead of love.
Just pouring my heart out.
She deserved better. N that was it.
Love can be tricky sometimes,n feelings as well.

جسور سرية said...

عزيزتي سمراء
جميل ان نحتفظ بذكرياتنا الجميلة عن احبائنا السابقين....سبق و ان قلت لك ذلك ....لكن لا ادري لماذا لا اتفق معك في عنوان البوست...شئ ما كأنه ندم مستبطن بطاقة سالبة اكثر انه شكر و عرفان ايجابيين !!
علاقتين فاشلتين و مختلفتين في تفاصيلهما و نهايتهما مررت بهم ...من اجل الاحتفاظ بطاقتي الايجابية اتعامل معهم كتجارب اهتدي بها و زي ما بيقولو اهلنا السودانين العترة بتصلح المشية و العود الما بيكسرك بيقويك و لا شنو !!!
:)

Samraa said...

js
Lol,about the title,i started the post n it was originally of the song yeah!
N then was thinking of the words n one thing lead to another.
Am thinking of her,n feel the regret,coz even when she left,she didnt blame me.
7asa b2ny gara7ta zol kan shayf iny agmal w a7san zol fy el3alam w kan 7ares 3ala msha3ry.
Bynama ana waga3 lay alkalam da lama had an experience wid sum1,read my last post,n felt da hurt 4m her.
These two experiences are attachd together,i did bad to sum1 n then sum1 did it to me,isnt dat da song?lol.
Plus thank god,rbna 3awadny 3ala kol alfat.
W ana m3a agmal w a7la w a7an galb fy al3alam.rbna y5ly lay 7abebty.
3awadtny 3an kol 7aga.hya sadyga w 7abeba n family.
N we agreed we stick together no matter wat,n we had been thro many,n uknow eh?lol.
Pray 4 us to last for ever.
Thanks!

جسور سرية said...

العزيزة جدا سمراء
برضو اعترض !!!
لول اعترض دي حلوة شديد هههههه
اعترض انو الواحدة فينا تربط ما بين تجاربها المختلفة...الحب ده زي البصمة مافي علاقة بتشبه التانية و لا في بذرة بترميها في علاقة بتقوم شجرة في علاقة تانية ....معليش اعذرينا علي اللغة المضحكة بس باحاول استخدم جمل قريبة للتوضيح هههههههه
المهم طولي انتي بس بالك يا منقة عشان شجرة المنقة دي تفضل مفرهدة كده كان انا صليت و لا ما صليت
:)
بالجنبة كده مشتاقين !!
:)

Samraa said...

js.
Well for me everything in life have a reason n connected.
See life is like a mirror we look at it n see different image,reflection of our insides.
B3dain ya farda inty lazim ti3tardy,lol.
Dy ma 7arkat almain w alcentr,:p hehehe.
3arfa ya frda belgamba kda; ana sa7 z3lana minik 7batin,lakin 3'ban 3any, mushtageen.
Ya manga :D.

blackcairorose said...

It is very unfortunate that we learn our lessons late, but always keep in mind the reasons of your loss, so you can turn it into something more positive in your next relationships.

Don't be so hard on yourself. We all have our silly fatal mistakes sometimes. Wish you happiness and I also wish that your ex found her happiness somewhere else.

Samraa said...

Dear
BlackCarioRose
well am trying to make always put infront of me so ill not do it again!
am no angel...
and well my ex did find her happiness,and this relieves me to know she had to leave to be happy...
if i cant provide it to her then better she have it somewhere else.
thanks for the sweet wishes.....
and hopefully u too have what you deserve of happieness...
Best Regards