Saturday Night

time goes on.....minute after minute.....
i sit with no desire to read ,write or do anything....
i feel like talking to someone......got no one to talk to....
i look back at the hour....its 14 to 8 pm.......she didnt call yet,
why....emmm
just hopinh she is good.....
i wanted to turn off my phone,then i thought no,she is going to call though she got no time for me,
she is like my own blood,ill have to get the call....then turn what ever i want.
ifeel no desire to do nothing.....
feeel sick,my stomach announce rebeliance over anything...
no food....why!
no desire to eat.....
why!
my phone is ringing again....i look at it,
its Her,,,,,hearts beats so fast,n hard,n bloody.
what she wants to say.....
nothing to be said....
i dont want nothing.....
my other phone now ringing.....
this is not going to stop....?
she insist to ring,,again n again....
am getting weaker....
yet i have nothing to say,no words to think off....now i put it on silent....n its still ringing...
what should i do....
my head going to explode....headach is storming into my existance.....
pain filled with sorrow....
my nephew laughing with his buddies....
got no mood to hear even.....
only the ticks on my my keyboard.......
i stop.