Late Night Stories

i sit here on da same chair ,everytime we talk.
this time there is only me.
wondering how life can change.
and how it could be
i have so much to tell.....but your not there!
it makes no sense.....
deep breath,confused 
 leaning my head to my sholders.....
i only have you.....should i say i only had you?
friends vaguely means something to me.....
because i thought i will always have you.
there was oneday,i was sure,,,,that an only friend beside you
would be abless from the world.
and now,it means no sense to me.
sleep is running away from me!
come let me tell u about my days....
my nights,,,,,have no sleep for me
yes,u believe?me .....i cant sleep!
i close my eyes,let them wide shut.....
time passes,and am still there
sleep is becoming ,my altimate nightmare.
my dinasore i cant esacpe.
the world isnt the nicest place,you know
yes,,,,you know
remember how much i told you?
watched,and followed,on every act.
single word.....makes the hugest fight.
words......sowrds!
cut deeps down,into lonely hearts
i shed my tears,no longer with you.
no longer to you.....
i shed them,to my dearest,,,,pillow
i cry n cry n cry.....and your not there
sad,,,,cause your not there....
no love to have,the lonely disease i earned!
what can i say,is only my late night.......tales!