Trying To Escape

im trying to escape
my mind is racing
my heartbeat getting faster every second
but my body is stuck in a trance
im trying to move
i feel as if my mind is paralyzed
the wheels have stop turning
im suffocating
i can see
i can hear
but
i can't move
there is evil all around me
im being tortured
im being overpowered
every decision i make is against my will
i try every second to wake up
i try to move but i can't
all i can do is watch while
my body is being controlled by some
unexplained cause
i try to scream for help
but no word escapes from my my mouth
all i can do
is just be there and feel the pain
see the dark walls hover above me
im crying frantically
but the pain im enduring wont stop
by know i realize this is my life
i cannot wake up when i want
this is my future
hurt pain and deception
i cannot escape
no matter how much i cry
no matter how much i pray