Look Into Life

So really.
Not sure if I'm not hurting incredibly
because I'm not allowing myself to cry
or because I know you're happy without me.
Or both.
Anyway, for now I've relinquished the reigns of my feelings to whomever has the courage and desire to take them up.
I've fallen into the back seat and warily gaze out the windows as situations and destinations fly past as time goes faster and faster;
each moment melding into the next until they no longer have definition or focus. Ever faster my heart beats until suddenly it stops.
And I realize I've reached my destiny. I've realized, in actuality, that as far and fast as I've been flying through life, in the end of days,
I will have arrived at exactly where I started from.
Just many days, months, years older.
What I've learned along the way has become my epic journey and those that are near may choose to listen patiently to the stories of my life
or choose to be part of those very same stories.
There and Back Again.
And forever believing that fate will always be kind.
Just remember to rewind.