The Running " 1 "

• Have you ever wanted something so bad that it makes you cry? That no matter what you do, it stays in the back of your mind, slowly and constantly growing at you? You can never give this feeling up. To try would lead to failure.
  
  Sometimes I feel like a crazy person. It's like this force is pushing me to do something. My brain won't stop running. Maybe I've just finally woken up and realized why I'm here and what I'm supposed to do with my life. It's like I just know. I don't know how to explain it. Something is drawing me towards it, this dream. And not attaining that kills me. I wish the "running" would stop.
  
  Please stop.