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حبيبتي..لا أعرف اي الطرق أسلك..اكتب اليك كثيرا ثم أترك أحرفي تتبعثر في ذلك الأثيربيننا..ربما تعبر اليك من خلال لحظه أمرفيها
ببالك..هل أمر؟..ليتيني!! أحيانا أتسأل ماذا أفعل لو تقابلنا هل يكون حبنا..سجين السطور فإن اطلق السراح تواري في الصمت
هل ستختفي الكلمات ؟هل ستبدأ ؟هل حين تدخلين عالمي الخالي هل ستحبيه سترفضيه..؟هل سأكون انا هو انا ام بعضا من حلما عشناه سويا في حاجز شاشه...أحيانا اسرح في كل التفاصيل..هل سأدنو نحوك أم سأخاف ان استبعد لحد..ام أترك لك تحديد مسارات المشاعر بيننا.
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it seems that i this idea wont leave my mind...i keep on shaking my head,maybe that it would go away....
everytime i feel tire,sad n exhausted,,,,u come to my mind...
and i just put my head on ur shoulders....along with all my burdens...
i free my mind....n my heart n i rest....
in your arms.....
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my last day in work today....my scedual would be even more busier....
the family,the house,helping out preparing for the big day...
the festival....
al3eed
ill try to put my mind into my head n concentrate on them...
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i wonder...who would remember me...who would think of me...
today my ex T sent me like 7emails...a habit she used to do...sending me funny emails n stuff....forwarding it .....thinking that this is her way to keep intouch with me...n not let the last string between us cut....
id still not reply...
who will ring me....i smile...i do already know..
but would she do that?
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yesterday i was in a meeting...with my laptop there....
n i took a fast look at my pc...she was on...
i couldnt say hello...
after the meeting done...
a virus got into my computer...
n it crashed down...
wat a luck huh.... :)
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can she read between the lines? :)