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my head is sppining around...
the vision isnt that clear anymore.....i try to open up my eyes
my fingers....typing...but then its retyping...
i dont know what should i do....
i go bk again to the search page...i try to make sure my information is right...
i take a sip of my coffee.....its finished already n wasnt paying attention....
i feel so tired n my head is going heavvvvy....
i feel like falling ddown to my desk....
new thought came to my mind....
like i always end up thinking of u....
i wish u were near,,,,so near...at least when my head falls down...it would be on ur shoulders...
how many times i was thinking about that.....alot...
i cant even be sure....
many things....words....ideas...tables,clients....are bubbling on my head
the vision still not clear....
i love rain...
i think if u were with the right person...rain would the journey of a lifetime...
do i have to get wet....we dont have to..
i want to feel every drop going down to my face...
i want to hold your hand...n force u out to rain...
play around u...
push out....
while we both hiding from it ....
it could be a tree....n i would push u out...
i know am senseless when it comes to playing...
n childish...
would u catch a flu?
....i think iam getting a flu...
must be from the rain we've been under :D
i miss u